Found In Fear

Found In fear

Lost in a tear

Things not as they appear

Always unclear

Is anything said sincere

Small ppl use lies and half truths to judge and hurt

When it's happyness we all want to flirt

hard to find down in this dirt

Soon as I started fighting for my love everything hurt

Emotional chaos cause stupidity to blurt

all iv gone threw

Not alot is new

And things that impress are very Few

What can I do

But try to find my self

After loosing my true wealth

Other then my childrens health

It Is trama in and of it self

I never wanted to be back here alone

Growing up here for me was hell!!..full blown

Took the trama, bullying abuse, and lonlyness right on the cheekbone

Did my time and then found my moon stone

But everything began capsize and postpone

Creating a combat zone

We all have a funny,..and a crazy bone

That is almost always over blown

Try to turn my heart into a blood stone

And attack my back bone

While I was born and live in the middle of a cyclone

Carrying around my pain like a grave stone

My love feels like a load stone

But atleast I can write again, and have back my muscle tone

Everything lied and overblown

Like a game of telaphone

I'm always Used as a stepping stone

In this torrid zone

This time I Lost Heart and home

Sick of pain I need hydromorphone

But this a drug free zone

so I sit on my razor blade throne

And conform like a clone

With my heart dieing behind this breast bone

14/02/22-Robert McLeod